Now, i realise what love exactly is. Love can't be forced. It will come and go... No matter how big our love for the person is, but if he/she doesn't love us, we can't say anything.
i don't know what exactly i'm typing. I felt that i'm being cheated... i'm stupid to like him when i realised that he doesn't love me,like i've expected. He's far now, far from me.
He's very very special to me. But now,he hurts my feelings. I don't know why. But if, he has a heart for that girl, i don't mind... i'm okay =)
i just hope that what i've been dreaming for will come to reality. I just want him to be my prince and frens were like saying " What you're thinking all about is just dreams, will never come to reality.." and honestly, i felt sad for it.
When i saw you, i was afraid to meet you. When I meet you, i was afraid to love you. & when i love you, i was afraid to lose you.... I don't know how to say to you how big my love is to you. You don't even know...
From today onwards, i'll try to avoid you, i'll forget you since i know that i'm not for you.
i'm at bedok library now. nth to do. haha i saw ika and her mum eating at burger king. smiled.
went to look for some t-shirts juz now; for camp. bought two shirts and 1 short. awesome!
dad's been angry nowadays...azf, sorie eh... perhaps we should go aft our sec 2 camp. i'm really2 sorry. i don' t want to make dad become worst, i mean turns out more angry.
i know azf, you're bored at home. i wanted to go out too. But, dad ! omg, i don't know what more to say. chills come again. it's so cold !
and the air-cons in the library make me worst!
i've been hating afiq irfan all this while... whatever laa fren, you want to say! i dun mind, coz i know i'm not at fault.
i want to read books uhh! i want to borrow them!!!!! for so long i did not borrow books from the library lah.
uhh bored. had a fight through sms wif muhd afiq irfan.... sampai tersalah kasi msg to another afiq. sorie ehk! and irfan, i have to say this. YOU ARE SUCH A COWARD! jgn jadi kental ah sia. you dun have to make from a small matter into a big fuss larh....
currently in a bad mood. bcoz of irfan, puas hati kaw?? damn it sakk sumer slh aku. asik aku jer kena! bastard, recall back larh fren, & i hope u realised it's not me whose in the wrong.
Besides that, i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp. i can't wait for sec 2 camp.
that's what i've been hardly waiting for. can't wait anymore.
i've been planning to go out wif pri sch frens dis wed. uhh cikgu qury can't follow us! she's busy laaa. that's it for today... byeeeeeee! =) [& dun worry shirah i won't vent my anger at you juz bcoz of the fight btwn me and afiq......]
uhh. today pet rocket gereeeek siol! peng yang and tiara splashed water onto me....wat de! alaaa... eh, miss alvin uhh. kalau dier ade,confirm kitaorg tkkn kena bully nyer.
me,fatin and lina launched the rocket. fuyoh!! basah sakk. hahs! launch rocket for two rounds. alaaaa dua kali aje tak bez ah! den aft dat went up to hall. alamak speaker dier too exaggerate ah! 1 slide onlyyy, he'll explain about 15-20 min. Maut!
took bus 18 back home wif raudhah...haha we nvr took the same bus as the 2e1 guys.
reached home,bathed and blablabla... den online for a while. waited for him to online. ehem ehem. haha,den finally he popped up! chatchatchat alot2 wif him....uhh i miss him man since he moved to his new house.....
eh korang, like i said i hate looking at his irritating face. like today more den 5 times sakk nmpk muker dier. uh hilang mood nk ckp lagik. hell yeah i can't wait for sec 2 camp la oi!!! i gtg byeeeeee=)
yesterday was fun. had pet rocket. im wif lina and fatinnnnn. gerek ah it works!!!! was a bit tired too coz it started from 2.45 to 6. damn! then have to stay back today for art. & tmrw again for the shit pet rocket.
then it was so terrible! had my period. ehem ehem. hahs kekek sakk. had a very bad tummy ache, chill came back. i waaaaaaant to go out. can't wait for june holidays anymore. maziyah irritating! bastard sakk!
uhh went to inter juz now-to ocbc bank and updated my passbook. den took 225 green plate home coz wanted to take a little bit long journey. nk relek dlm air-con bus. heh!
then saw syafiee tgh mkn kat kedai kopi. sorang jer bang? haizz. and drop at my station. went home straight. at home nth to do so played comp. search for blogskins. and i found this. nice?
edited alot of pics but only put some on blog. thinking of going out wif my pri sch frens. with zul,ika,syafiee,farid,shimah,nasuha,syarif & etc. kiter tgk wayang during the june holidays nak takk?
and to my 2e3 babes, we go bowling okay? cannnnn? waiting for your reply guys. nanti next week kiter confirm ah and we go during june holidays okaaay. k bez! going out for a while. byebye! =)
today had my maths paper 2. OMG! i think right paper 2 lagi easy dari paper 1. paper 1 bnyk sgt algebra siol! bingit sakk! had to fetch izhaaaaar bck from school just now. i want a new earpiece. izhar broke mine.wth!
no mood to update ah. i want my earpiece!!!!!!!! =(
yesterday went out wif raudhah to bugis. haha gerek seyh! today, gerek! haha, before dat went to bedok inter ah wif mum and liitle kpo bro. hahs! he was like playing merry-go-round wif me. we hold hands and spin arnd. quite fun seyh! and den was like we went to shop & save. maut! bnyk bende sakk kena angkat. den took 225 home.
reached home. then izhaaaaaar was like asking "Kak, nak main bawah? yuk!" den i was like "ok ah". met akasha and hakim downstairs. omg izhaaaar dah jumpe member habis ah aku mcm org giler jadinya! den akasha was like giving me a friend-kiss. wth! kecik2 dah gatal. den he said like " eh kau lawar ah, nanti dah bsar kiter kahwin ehk!" what the.... maut sakk! haha, aku tak layan ah sia.
played poison ball among 4 pple. me,izhar,akasha & hakim. gereeeeeeek siol! akasha asik aim kat aku je sia. mapek siol! hakim klakar giler sakk! tkleh angkat siol. den iwas like saw water on akasha's short the back part tau, ehem! you should know laa what part and then told hakim. hahahahaha! basket sakk! then arnd 6.20 went home.
and dat's it yaww. and yeah esok ade madrasah lagi gerek! jumpe athia(atiyah), aten, faizah,widad,nisa and ramai2 lagi laaaaaa. shimaaaaaaa i want to see u tmrw..... =) byebye.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
hello.ermm sorie ehk dah lama tak update ah korg!
again stupid excuse "busy".
just now was literature and MT-LC paper. wtf! aku kena dudok depan sakk for LC telinga naik berdengung dudok depan radio,mcm siak. haha tapi gerek! yesterday was like hell siol, MATHS! peh susah. bnyk sakk tk tau nk buat tapi try jugak haha okaaaay.
having some family problems nowadays so maybe cannot update alot. sometimes only larh i'll update.
tmrw: having mt paper 2 so have to just study peribahasa.
eh i wanted to tell u guys about it larh about dat guy kurangajar sia but i cannot ah. sorie tauu kawan2 yg nk tau, i cnt tell ah. =( sedih siol hati.
ermm syafiee irritating ehk. oops! ancam aku ehk! nak jadi khairul no. 2, suker ancam org ehk! hehs! haha tapi korg funny ah. comedian pple!
lagu aku hilang ah! nie sumer syafiee ah nie punyer pasal. haizz, tkper sabar je. kesabaran itu separuh dari iman kita kan ustad. bahahs! and i got to thanks ika for helping me pass the thumbdrive to syafiee, thanks eh kwn.
oh yar, juz now talk to khairul on the phone. haha lu klakar ah beb! and i can't wait for tmrw...i'm going out to bugis wif azf,raudhah and e2 boys i think.
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